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Am I a bad person?

Wed Nov 25, 2009, 6:28 PM
  • Mood: Outraged
  • Listening to: Vivica by Jack Off Jill
  • Reading: Messages from friends trying to calm me down.
  • Watching: My cat sleep on my lap.
  • Playing: With her ear because they distract me from my rage
  • Eating: Chex mix.
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew
Ever so sudden for this of me deleting my Facebook and possibly soon my myspace or maybe just removing some friends or more so family. My facebook is already gone but as you can see the title of this is Am I a bad person? Well let me lay out my situation here.

Years ago my brother met this woman. A woman who lied about her age from the very start. A woman who I've never liked from the very start. She apparently already has a Federal offense under her belt from apparently attempting to rob a bank. Another reason I don't like her aside from the fact my brother met her at a bar. I don't like her and I'm pretty sure I never will.

Even more so on this she worked at a dentist office where my family use to go to. She stole my father's social security number and used it to apply for a loan. She went to jail for this and was also banned from my house. Why oh why did my older brother stay by her side while claiming to having nothing to do with this act which leads me to believe he did. Thus I dislike him too for being such an idiot.

Many years later and they've apparently broke up but somehow this chick gets knocked up with his kid which the baby was suppose to be due on -my- birthday. Mother overjoyed about this whole fail situation forgives and forgets because OMFG she's gonna be a grandma soon. I don't get it. Yeah the whole GOD WANTS YOU TO FORGIVE!! Thus she begged me to forgive this woman. I've tried before for the sake of this child supposedly my nephew who I'm not claiming until after some sort of test even then I'm just moving far away so I don't have to deal with anyone sharing the same last name as my own. But no... I'm not a forgiving person. This woman has turned my brother into an even bigger idiot and even the sound of her voice makes me want to choke a kitten.

Does it make me a bad person that I still hold such feelings toward this woman who stole from my family? Like anyone knows how much it hurts for me to hear my own mother call that stupid whore her daughter. For my mother to spend so much time with her and buy her stuff and take her out all for the fact that she's going to be a grandma. You know what's even more funny. My birthday was yesterday and what did mother give me? NOT A DAMN THING! Did I want anything... not really but a simple card would have been nice. I get nothing while this stupid idiot takes my place. Oh and the baby finally broke free from that woman today which after getting the first text about it I turned my phone off.

Am I such a bad person? I sure as hell don't think so.

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  • Interests: Shoopuffs.
  • Favourite movie: The Little Mermaid.
  • Favourite band or musician: Utada Hikaru
  • Favourite genre of music: Don't haz one.
  • Favourite artist: My Cousin Lamontraccon.
  • Favourite poet or writer: My Aunt Trista.
  • Favourite style of art: Anime?
  • Shell of choice: Turtle.
  • Wallpaper of choice: My cats.
  • Skin of choice: My own.. lol
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  • Favourite gaming platform: Sega Genisis
  • Favourite cartoon character: Mickey Mouse.
  • Personal Quote: Ah-ha~

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:iconcloclop:
You're welcome! :3

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Why do roses have thorns..........Why do thorns have roses?
:iconserpenaya:
Dude, wtf where have you been.

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The world is a fingerpainting done with broken hands.
My gallery, if you're interested~. [link]
:iconeiake:
Away... Far away. So many things happened.

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Zepadoodle.~

Zepadoodle means awesome in Amy language. :3
:iconserpenaya:
Yeah. Lots of crazy stuff happened on my side too.

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The world is a fingerpainting done with broken hands.
My gallery, if you're interested~. [link]
:iconeiake:
My yahoo sn is hijo_no_yoki_rakushinu. It's been a long time seriously.

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Zepadoodle.~

Zepadoodle means awesome in Amy language. :3
:iconnekosorayagami:
Visiting your gallery :)

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† Shut Up and pass the Chips †
:iconyumiuzumaki28:
Will though please explain to me who is said mouse character for your OC of Kingdom Hearts...
I have one too who is named Yumi Mouse or Yumi Nezumi as my cousin calls her...
<3 Yumi

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GODBERRY KING OF THE JUICE
:iconjap0911:
Doumo arigatou for the fav.

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:iconjaetee13:
cooooool...
niiice gallery


omg cows are scary... i mean, they're like fat ZEBRA'S oh no..the nightmares...they're coming back...
:iconlamontraccoon:
Leave QB be. XD Joking... me and Dre are at the same library.. I went out to his town for the week. Hows life?

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I bet you can't prove me wrong that people are fucking morons.

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